老 belle!

倒数一个月，我要变老belle了.. super sad ..haha

二十一岁，我将改变自己。。。 所以我将在当天发表我的成熟宣言！敬请期待~

karen finally came back form malaysia..haha.. had dinner with ethan and her yesterday.. talk a lot abt office staff, people leaving etc. and than ethan also shared his news lol... he says he is already 23 single for 2 yrs so is in desparate need of gf... but i believe this kind of thing is have means have dun have menas dun have de ma... dunno how to persuade him.. haiz..

23 yrs old le.. must start thinking abt future le ma...like maybe get a degree? find a new job etc etc.... not find gf de la~ sorri ah... me quite naggy...

perhaps i m not realli talking like a turning 21 yrs old ger... to me.. i know wad i wan... i can hope i can wish but certain things if u din try yr hardest , once chances are gone it will neva come back..yes.. refering to wad i did when i was in JC2 ... haha.. pretend to be hardworking when i m not plus my hopeless class.. and yes i regret not retaking my a level as a private candidate...

things will neva be the same again... so i jus wanna do my best now.. although still miss him.. but i know i have to do my best now... 1.5 plus yrs left... i nid to buck up!