when life is all about making decisions, its a tough choice, isn't it?

a tinge of sadness hit me hours ago...i dunno how to explain.. cannot explain.. i wish to be loaded with things so that i can stop thinking for a moment. decisions made this time round is to run away from reality.ever since i came back from korea, have not stop asking myself this qn, why m i here? sleep eat and sleep again seems so "meaningful".. to the extent that i dun feel like living again.